...Still Here...4 Better Or Worst...

....long time no blog...a lot to catch up to...

1st off, Walmart decided to give me there greatest treatment to royally fucking me over and firing me for allegedly failing the 90 day employment-probation-period due to not following requested instructions. Meaning I refused when asked to go outside and push carts. I'm a cashier...that's the position I applied and was hired for.

For anyone who is not aware, I have a muscle disorder...so I cannot do any heavy lifting or pushing. When I do my muscles feel like they're setting them self's on fire from the inside of my skin. I have days with no work or effort and my arms, legs, shoulders will just randomly go in pain. It's hard for me to hide when something is physically bothering me...my face says it all.

So, on days that I'm feeling pain free I didn't mind going to push carts...a chance to get outside for a minute and move around...cause it hurts just standing behind the register for a few hours. But days when I'm having one of my pain-days...I can't...I've tried at a previous job and dropped an 42 inch LCD tv while in pain.
So on the 3rd time of me saying no to one of the CSM's, I was brought into the management office for "termination", in there words. I disputed the hell out of that course of action to the personnel-staff. According to them, every Walmart employee has to be able to do all job functions or request regardless of position assigned. Then what the fuck is the point of having job-positions? Also, according to the "Training Booklet" I have to have medical documentation of my disorder from my current doctor in order to be passed as in having to preform certain job tasks...such as pushing carts. I have no health insurance so I have no current doctor...which is what I was working towards being at Walmart.

To add-on to what happen before this random act of fuckary, I haven't received my check from last pay period neither. Walmart has supposedly stop doing the whole paper-check thing to save money...whatever. So they will either perform the direct-deposit to your bank-account or if you don't have an bank-account they will give you a Visa-debit-Walmart Card and your checks will go directly to that card. I went on to Walmart's "The Wire" service which is on Walmart's intranet server and activated the card and completed the setup. I have received nothing and was told that my check will arrive on my card the next pay period. Supposedly, I didn't activate my card soon enough for the process to link to my last pay-period. But I activated the account the day the card was given to me......yea......aiight.

Not completely job-less. The only good news....the beat-site I spoke of awhile back is up and ready....
Click Here
....so if you, friends, family or whoever are in need of great quality yet cheap beats...visit the site. The styles of beats vary and more are being added asap so check us out.

Music Update?...projects, projects and more projects. Have no clue on what's getting finished 1st but it's coming.

Remember....
thebeatboxbrokers.tumblr.com

Back on my blogger shit.....

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2009...Not Much Has Changed...(Judge Denies Mix Marriage)

Come on. Really....smh
No comment.

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Day Two Of No Beats

This is messing with me more than I thought that it could. Of course since my headphones broke I cannot making any music and its driving me fucking nuts. All of a sudden yesterday I got a brain storm of sample ideas. Friday, 45 minutes before the headphones broke I started on a beat sampling Nas' "Queens Get The Money".
Let me tell you, that shit was ill just not quite finished yet but its about 75% complete. Then the headphones shorted-out later while I went for a walk to my people's spot.

It's been like 4 or 5 times I'll open up the FL Studio program and then remember that I currently cannot hearing thing...smh......

The pic is my mindstate....charged up and waiting.

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Post #1OO/Fallen Headphones

1OOpost....already? Only open the blog in February of this year.
A bitter-sweet 1OO post...because this post is in dedication of my fallen soldier...

My Lowrider SkullCandy Headphones...
These are the 1st headphones I used to make my 1st beats, I loved these damn things.
Yesterday they finally shorted-out on me. Held them down for two years and they always sounded great. I won't even throw these away. We've shared some good music those two years.

Too add on...those are the only headphones I have laying around and my CPU speakers shorted-out a month ago...so now I can't make beats.....this is where the epic-fail part hit me. Feel like a part of me is missing. I make at least one beat a day if not more(5 in one day has been my most) and now I can't even start on one....smh.

On a good note, my partner P.A. (what up fam) said he will cop me some Skull Candies next week...so I'm looking at about aweek and 1/2 with no productions done....unless one of my people's spot me some speakers or some headphones.

until that happens....... damnit.... why!!???!!

Shout out to everyone who follows my blog and comments. I try to get back at everyone when I catch interesting posts. Ya'll be safe....I'll be in my beat-less/headphone-less zone......its dark and quiet in here.

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America's F#!K Ups 'O9:GrandPa Goin 2 Hell

Being that I'm always finding news or video of major dumb/fucked up/idoit shit going on in American in the year of 2009, I'mma just keep posting it under "America's F#!K Ups 'O9". Is it just me or this year has been the year of stupidness from our people of America?

A grand father shoots his grand son for dropping a watermelon.
Ay....where this nigga at, I'll air his shit out with a canon cause he got to go.
I'm already in a bad mood but seeing this shit....ooooo!!!!

::charges up a blank cd-r disc, throws it and watches it explode on impact::

....I gotta go,peace.

PS....Download "SoultapeLvL1" if you haven't already....if you have, get @ me.

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What A Stormy Night We're Having...

... was about to start on a beat but the way this storm is acting...nah. With my luck I'll start on it and then the power will go out and I'll lose everything.

Miss me with that dumb shit, rain storm.

Any big FL Studio heads hit me up, I got a question. The last beat I made I get mad crazy "popping" noise and I can't figure out what the hell is causing it. The more effects I do the worst it gets. It comes out cleaner when I export it though but there's still some popping. I don't know if its the slicer or what it is.
Any advise?

Took a break yesterday from the "Soultape" project. Finished a beat for P.A. that is some type of epic. Can't wait to see what he does with it.

Went back to the "Soultape" folder and played what I done so far.....sounds better than I remember it for just taking a break for a day.

I need a fuckin' job!! That shit killed me when I got laid off. Now I have too much time on my hands and.....no smoke.....wamp wamp waaaaamp.

Another sober night. Might let this rain put me to sleep and wake up refresh and take on the world......or some shit.
Peace

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She Fucked With The Wrong Cajun...

Remember Ayana? In the blue bubble graphic pic that I did?
Well, she decided to fake on me twice last week.

1st Time: I BBQ'd and offered to bring her some dinner when she got off from work so she could just get him, eat and relax. She told me that it was a plan.
Instead, she leaves me hanging to go get drunk with her "friends" that left her alone in the middle of no where at 2am.

2nd Time: Friday night I waited for her to come thru, no show and no call. Waste of a Friday.

Saturday she text me saying that she's tired of her friends faking on her....I sent a text back...
"At least I know that your getting it back to you for when you fake on me"

She got mad and sent all types of "fuck you's" and a bag of insults that I didn't deserve and it carried on to today. So.....to kill all this because I tried to speak to her calm and as a mature adult but all I got was emotional blame from what I said but no admission to what she done wrong, I wrote this to her myspace before I blocked her.
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Deleting you from my myspace friendlist sence you refuse to.
When you have something positive to say instead of all the insults you threw at me which were reflections of your own ignorants, then re-summit your application for friendship. Other than that I'm cutting my losses from this investment. My door is always open to a positive conversation but step correct, leave that reckless attitude in the streets and please quit acting like an high school foul mouth brat if you plan to commit yourself to church. It is very disrespectful.

Never claim to be a god, but I am a king. God told me that. You calling him a lair?

You were so close to opening your mind and powering your faith even more but you cannot even honor your own, so your not deserving as of now but when you are my door is open to you. There was a reason why you were led to me but its rather depressing that you didn't discover why because of your temp. problem with diarrhea of the mouth.

Also, your on my block list as of myspace so anything you send I won't receive. Like I said, my door is open but you have to sacrifice your emotion, pride and dirty mouth. I hope they sanitize those communion glasses cause the stuff I heard and read from you is down right.....should I say, nasty?

Know yourself before you try to take me on, my mind is more equipped than yours. That can be a great experience when your own my side, horrible when your on enemy lines.

"The cure is worst than the disease"
other words....
If you even dream about disrespecting me again you better wake up and apologize.




.....I'm not one of these little VA boys. I don't take disrespect well.
I won't curse you out with the "fuck yous, your a hoe,etc" or whatever an dull minded ignorant guy would say.

Instead, I'll destroy your world from the inside out and leave you with an exit out of it to join mine after there's nothing left to show you anger/slang's/disrespect is a choice, not a must.

I'm kinda dangerous mentally :)

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Your Mother Should Of Swallowed You

I had to black on my ex this afternoon.
She threw so much false-flagging shit at me that it finally came out.
And I've been saving this just for her. I told her...
"Your mother should of swallowed you..." and hung up the phone.

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...she blacked again by blowing up the phone which I ignore.
I'm a good guy. A nice guy. So nice that my niceness gets took as a weakness.

To my ex.....no no no silly girl.
You forgot who won "Asshole Of The Year" 3 times in a row in high school. Don't put me there, I don't like that zone. I perfer to be the older and mature me.

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