Burning After Effects

Good intentions...the road to hell was paved with them.

You can take that in many directions. Seems to me no matter how good the intention is, a negative can strike. Maybe the good of the intention is so blinding that anything else can't be seen until it's too later. Normally that too late part happens in the after-effects of the hell you just went through.

Maybe it isn't the good intentions itself...but the person that it's for.(girlfriend/boyfriend,friends,business,etc) Either way, watch early to see how the road paves out before you wreak after the fact that you passed the Dead End sign.

-Gambitt4Aces-

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I Gave U Power, I Take It Away (illusions)

This may appear insensitive...but for me to go into this with the angle I'm using, you will see it's not.

I care for certain people if they have issues with stress, depression, or love.
But then I look at them as if "you can fix this shit all in your thoughts".

Love, depression, loneliness is overrated. When your "in love" it fits the saying "your blinded by love" because you truly look at things differently. Not as much in detail to things outside of that love...or inside of it neither. Its a feeling. Physically your still the same though, just another way of seeing and interpreting life as it happens. Depression...your feeling down, the world around you feels negative, dark, black & white. Physically your still the same, just another way of seeing and interpreting life as it happens....again.
Loneliness...are we really alone period? Or do you just feel alone?

All these things fall into a subject that we all have the ability to control and I have one word to grant you that ability.

illusions.

I.E.
Charles Hamilton's skit at the end of the song "Reanna".
"...people will log on to match.com simply because I've said it for the 4th time,
or because they don't want the illusion of being miserable"
Keywords:"the illusion of being miserable"


When your either "in love" or "in depression" things never appear the same when your in the opposite position. It's as if its an error in viewing.

An illusion is an error in perception such as an optical illusion or auditory illusion. An illusion is a distortion of the senses, revealing how the brain normally organizes and interprets sensory stimulation. Some illusions are based on general assumptions the brain makes during perception. The term illusion refers to a specific form of sensory distortion. Unlike a hallucination, which is a distortion in the absence of a stimulus, an illusion describes a misinterpretation of a true sensation.

Wouldn't you consider being depression or being in-love a true sensation?

Acknowledging this gives you the upper level of realizing that rather if your happy or feeling down, it only has as much effect or power as you give it. Your actually perfectly fine...its just how much you control you give the "illusion" to control you.

I've learn this in a way that not all people can...not saying I'm special, just a victim. I have Fibromyalgia, which is a medically unexplained syndrome characterized by chronic widespread pain and a heightened and painful response to pressure. There is no recognized cure for Fibromyalgia.
In other words, I'm damn near always in some type of pain. It feels like a fire is building up in my shoulders muscles, legs, arms and lower back. It's completely random. Some days its often, some days not at all.

Anyway...it's the one thing that I cannot control about myself. So when people come at me with "I feel depress about this or that", I look at them like "the fuck outta here, your perfectly fine, its all in your head". When I'm in pain....its not in my head, there's no control. When your depress or upset, there's options. You have some control if you exercising your brain to have it. Your mind is more powerful than what you might have given it credit for.

Views and opinions are welcomed.

::::Plays Nas's "I Gave U Power"::::

::::Leaves Kinetic Card::::
:::Explodes:::
::Gambitt::

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